Blues is easy to play, but hard to feel.

"All I'm writing is just what I feel, that's all. I just keep it almost naked. And probably the words are so bland" - I can hardly control my patience anymore or, hardly ignore the pitifulness of people surrounding me even my friends or people i come into contact with everyday at school. finding myself trying to drift away from them or not making effort. this will pass i have no doubt. And as of late Im more so lingering around with who or whatever is making me happy. Time to listen to buffalo soldier and play with Romeo. self note, those wounds aren't going to heal if you keep picking them soars

Do i mean enough to you already for you to not forget about me? that is the Question. and if not will i care or will it blow over my head? also listening to Indigo children - pucifer

I can truly say I not just love but adore Brad Rowe so so much. stick by you. And i like it. .And im content with the way everything has flowed and is at the moment. I have this weird sickly feeling though.. i feel like im missing out on something? Maybe im just simply missing mums pumpkin soup.

haha My whole sunday of keyboard cat on repeat.

I named my bunny Romeo !

It's practically still like holidays. Friends and people and.. what not.. Went to see the crouching 80's lastnight, jived a bit. josh was lacking in protein and shower had been homeless for 3 days, brought him back to the love shak for shower and some food along with pat ben kaz and grace then adam. friends were mainly focused on getting trashed and baked, i was perfectly cool with chilling and listening to the doors, alice cooper, and kiss " i was made for loving you baby". i possibly just hate people a little to lot. I had i had a few wines wasn't too cool on the rockstar way about it lastnight. Ahh, So much washing to do.. pizza boxes and wine bottles. empty alcohol stained glass's and my sheets need changing too many of different pairs of feet. and someone spilt soft drink on Romeo. I think i need to meditate later on get clear from on the muck, maybe listen to some billie holiday. i miss dads magic. lots

He's the cutest bunny, I just don't know what to name him.

Skin. & roses.

we'll miss him. Ranting and pointing his finger at everything but his heart.

House warming.

there is a dragon fly in my bathroom

yes i rememberd.. and then thats when i cried. i went to bed, goodnight x

we went on a journey through time to a magical place through the desert, we rode on a horse with no name that took us to the lizard king of hashhash. we connected hands and danced around the magical fire of wonders with the tribal people then went for a swim in the ocean of warmth.

kidney audition.

.....and then ....the moon flew right through the centre of the sun. and exploaded rainbows on everybody. ' whats going on right now? I'v just currently moved into my new shack. its honey. I'm content and smiling lots about being a foster carer for pound animals, until they find a new home. i get my first one tomorrow, apparently very timid because of passed owners misstreats. also really looking forward to tomorrow with, brad rowe, sara farrell, brooke armstrong, ben croxon, pat ifield. sleepover in shak. I havent looked at school books since Bc. i'l have to get up on that. humming to billie holiday and reading alot of books about scientology and their views on the structures. I ate chinease for dinner tonight. Oh i have a crush on the electrician that fixed the granny flat, we sang to rage against the machine together ;)My feet are cold because i lost my left foot oversized legwarmer. but everything will be ok. oh..i miss climbing tree's in summer. and i love apples lemon and lime is a good combination, i like chinease vegatable soup. burying myself in my blankets on a really cold night .and when i sing i like to pretend im somewhere else, somewhere pretty. i like fish, i dont like eating them but they are cool cats. cups of tea revive me. Opeth are cool sounding. masterdon too. I honestly can not find a moment where i dont feel like listening to tool. MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN.ABSOLOUTLY FANTASTICLY AMAZING.

Merry had a christmas lamb.

Before I slip into unconciousness i'd like to have another kiss. Streets are filled with feilds that never die deliver me in reasons why you'd rather cry and i'd rather die.. the crystle ship is being filled a thousand kills a thousand thrills. I found a island in your arms and a country in your mind.. Break on through. thrill knowing its in the mind.. Baked, The doors, I like smoking through my nose because i feel like a dragon. sitting around in a circle. 'come on baby light my fire' A winter night with some friends in a lonely house. "Soreing on a cloud with dragons in my head and colours in my mind I wish I could.. fly on a dragon" I could not get much higher..

Nothing is as beautiful as when she believes.. when she believes..