Friday, January 7, 2011

i have not written here for ages. currently 3.22 and im sitting on the nadine's balcony listening to exit music..over many bollinger champagne's. and rehersing this shit polished song we are singing tomorrow. well the candle has burnt out and im going to give this cat some milk. goodnight x

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Deadfish. Dieing
Today i remembered a book store i went to in The south side of Turkey. It'd been six months without any sign of dad or my own language.. Buy this state me and mum were speaking Turkish to one another. I fled into this book store in search for a book with some english.. I craved some sort of English, i came accross the only English book i could find.. Poorly printed a book about the lock nest monster. I buried myself in the store reading the short elaborate story over and over. I have a massive crush on red heads. Massive - Heidi ion.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

self portrait, Sowed a collar on my new shirt this afternoon I'm going to miss you Grace. alot. Might be traveling in the morning to go to Gloucester blues festival this weekend. hopeful

Monday, November 8, 2010

Monday, November 1, 2010

Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our Communication. Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion. The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us So We cannot seem to reach an end crippling our communication.i know the pieces fit because i watched them tumble down.

Friday, October 29, 2010

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Apparently Tamworth is flooding this weekend..
Its terribly cold. and im staying in to do much needed biology study
I spent all saturday afternoon watching old movies and drinking tea. this is well probably one of my favourite scenes of all time.

Good beer. Good song